You SMILE..

Yeah Morning Delights! Feathers, how you doin'?

I am creating this post cause I'm so much happy and so in love with his smile. I love to thank god for giving this kind of Syndrome... lol

Yeah I was about to tell you story about him.. His my crush, and yeah his so young about 15 years old... And we're stated chatting online... it feels great cause he's not that snob like the other crush I have. And he's so argh can't say a word....

Late I'll be posting some...

Best thing About being SINGLE...

Hi There FEATHERS. Maybe this post will sort about the reason why I stay Single...

• I can weigh my Options.
• having the chance to meet millions of guys and possible might be the ONE.
• No WORRIES about getting CHEATED ON.
• Not having to feel like you're not GOOD ENOUGH or SECOND BEST to anyone.
• less STRESS
• Not feeling GUILTY for checking out other people.
• Freedom
• You can do whatever you want without worrying about anything.
• Not having someone jealous if you happen to speak with another man.
• No fighting, no drama, no heart broken.
• Doing whatever what makes you happy without having to hear that he doesn`t like it.
• Having time for yourself, family and friends.

Well that`s all for now. I have nothing here...

Night everyone...

#Monsterkathy

Waking up With so much ADMIRATION

Yeah Morning to all..

Yeah I was opening my twitter and sorting what's trending right now and see Karl Roy is #1 in the Philippines. Wow! He just passed away. I may not know much about him and also he's music but he seems so well loved. And just found out that his a Music icon like Francis M. And he passed away from a heart attack. Rest In Peace Karl Roy,We take our hats off for you...

Back to my dream.. yeah and I was sorting also some updates from my #1 CRUSH of all time. Miguel Chavez,  

He's one of a kind, attractive, adorable, cute, gorgeous, sexy, hot he's got gorgeous eyes a man can have, it's like looking to the man you wanna love for infinity, wait what i was talking?. That's him. My admiration to him never ends. I first saw him from their first album Revenge of the Giant Robot. I don't know I was captivated by his looks and all.

His visages speaks volumes to me and inspires me to elucidate my thoughts to everything.

His band changes genre, and I think it's better because some Filipino doesn't like genre Chicosci have before. I mean it's kinda heavy metal and some emo thing. They tried some genres like pop-rock, hardcore, punk and Alternative Rock. I mean people judging them for changing genres and even called them GAYS. And haters are everywhere. And yeah sad to say some people here in this Crazy World is so Ignorant. and yeah leave them behind.

And yeah I'm out of words to describe him because I'm stuck in the middle of the dessert right now, maybe my mind. Just I love him, So very much, He gives me a lot of inspiration a single person can give me. He simply gives me a lot of happiness. i don't know there's a lot of gorgeous guys in my face but hell he's only in my mind. He's my DP to my Facebook, Tumblr, my Windows Background. My Phones Dp.. He's all over my room..

Ok. now it's all about him again.

So as you can see His so gorgeous all over.  I mean if I can kiss him I think I'm ready to die...

I love you so much my Miguel... <3 <3 <3

I`m not Used to it..

Yeah, there`s a lot of things that maybe I can`t acquire right now because I`m not so independent towards planning and deciding things for me. I wish I`m one of this young hottest stars of this generation that knows how to handle money, scenes, decisions, opinion and of course their own SELF.. OHMYGOSH I`m 23 years old and I can`t decide what I want. maybe I`m this someone who can`t acknowledge what`s good for her. I`m this person who can`t stand by her own self. in short, a LOSER. But I hate people telling me that I`m a loser, And i`m not a loser. Maybe I`m this loser to this phase of my life, that never ever ask me or never told me that this gonna happen. I`m this person who can do nothing for the rest of the day. I`m this person who can eat, sleep and watch tv at the same time. I`m this  best lazy person the world can offer. I miss doing works, That can produce me some good money and can buy me things that I wanted that can satisfy my wants and not my needs. 

Well if you ask, what I wear is a pair of boxer shorts and a stripey sando, ready to go to sleep. I was freshen up. I was doing this blog while watching DA VINCI`S CODE ON STAR MOVIES. I was accompanied with my cousin CHIYOKO. And right now I`m out of words maybe we can chat later this afteernoon. My EYES are ready to pop.

Mornight everyone...

MonsterKathy

I was CREATED..

Hi Feathers. Long time no blog for me. 

The reasons is I'm so indolent of doing blogs right now because I'm sort of passing through my brain. I mean some of my ideas are trek. I once said that I will updating my blog trice a day, and right now I'm behaving like a halt. I am experiencing Psychological Lump. I'm too busy Sorting things on the web that will incarcerate my eyes. I was too busy sorting pictures, blogs, movies, songs, books that will help me figure out what I like this time. I am effortlessly change my views and I'm so anxious about what's happening to me.  I was afraid that I will be Anomalous and live like no one will understand your feelings and views in life.

I'll be a hypocrite if I will deny this thing right now because truly I was suffering from Insomnia and different things that maybe Normal people didn't suffer what i was going through. I don't know, showing my real feelings is not the way normal people will be. For me showing your true feeling is "I don't Care" attitude. Dang! I wasn't a Customary. 

Yeah, this will be my BLOG for the day. 

Thanks . Bye. 

This is what I look right now!

Now I hate it.........

Hi Feathers.........

Well I come to reality right now. The reason behind the Break up with my Ex-boyfriends. Yeah I was so dependent with my PAPS. And I can't commit any relationships to any person from the Opposite Sex. I'm not this kind of person who can easily accept my IMPERFECTIONS and my MISTAKES. I always drove myself that I'm always right and I don't commit mistakes. But since I can't even explain it to myself. I dunno, I'm also puzzled, i don't wanna expect something but I'm already at that point. I rejected them because I don't know how to deal with the feeling, I mean LOVE always have a GIVE AND TAKE, but I always TAKE not GIVING. That's my dilemma for such reason. I have this TRUST ISSUE and RELATIONSHIP ISSUE. I may not this perfect person you want to be with. I'm the person who had a problem judging others. I mean, from the Physical appearance they have and I'm such a pity.  I'm failing to have this closest person, a guy friend. But I'm still thinking about it. 

My newest crush. DENIS WOLF. 

All time favorite

Things down on my favorites. I elaborate it later..