Hi Feathers.........
Well I come to reality right now. The reason behind the Break up with my Ex-boyfriends. Yeah I was so dependent with my PAPS. And I can't commit any relationships to any person from the Opposite Sex. I'm not this kind of person who can easily accept my IMPERFECTIONS and my MISTAKES. I always drove myself that I'm always right and I don't commit mistakes. But since I can't even explain it to myself. I dunno, I'm also puzzled, i don't wanna expect something but I'm already at that point. I rejected them because I don't know how to deal with the feeling, I mean LOVE always have a GIVE AND TAKE, but I always TAKE not GIVING. That's my dilemma for such reason. I have this TRUST ISSUE and RELATIONSHIP ISSUE. I may not this perfect person you want to be with. I'm the person who had a problem judging others. I mean, from the Physical appearance they have and I'm such a pity. I'm failing to have this closest person, a guy friend. But I'm still thinking about it.
My newest crush. DENIS WOLF.
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