I'm craving not for food but for experience. I want to live my life to the fullest but I can't. Things are changing huge and people also. But hell, I'm not prepared. First change is to actually know that PAPA will not around (ever) I'm sill sad because of what happened. I'll never elaborate that really. I'm still hurting and at the same time angry and hopeless that this personal war would not end soon.
I'm craving to ride a horse, ride the Grand Carousel this World will offer. Sing on a recording studio. And have an album. (as if).. I want to learn to play guitar and piano again. I want to learn how to dance the Super Junior's Sorry Sorry (because Justin Timberlake choreograph the dance), Girls Generation's The Boy, and many more.
I hope this journey God's created me bring me to the Greatest. I hope I can cope with different situation life can make. I hope people stop torturing someone's life by bullying. It's all piece of shit every time you throw indecent acts and malicious opinion. Send your feedback on my email.. (As if?)
I hope i can read more books nowadays. i fell isolated and disconnected right now.
I hope I can buy new headphone for my Iphone (Am I rhyming? )
I hope I can write my own songs. ( is this JB?)
And I hope I can say this again.
Till next time people..
Xoxo
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